non-scripta

Hi Reader, For years I tried to fix myself. I was unhappy in my job and relationship. All I ever really wanted was to hop on a plane and travel somewhere I'd never been. And aside from pockets of satisfaction (mainly, helping my colleagues in Paraguay get the funding they needed for their fieldwork) I had no idea what I was meant to be doing. I showed up every day, but inside I knew I'd rather have been anywhere else. My colleagues seemed genuinely happy. They loved their work, and though...

Hi Reader, I've been thinking a lot about what it feels like to be truly held. Not just listened to. Not just supported. But held — all the messy, contradictory, unfinished parts of you — by someone who isn't afraid of any of it. I've had moments in my life where I've walked into a room with a healer, a coach, a therapist, and felt myself instinctively making myself smaller. Editing the version I showed them. Keeping the stranger or darker or more confusing parts tucked safely away, because I...

Hi Reader, Some days my ideas feel clear as day. I can see them, touch them, maybe even smell them. They come to me with such clarity that I scramble to write it all down and capture it, lest there be a time when I no longer remember. And there are days where all of that clarity seems to evaporate into thin air. Like the ideas I held so closely, so confident and sure, suddenly become amorphous – floating about in the sky like the whisps of a cloud not knowing that in another lifetime they...

Hi Reader, I sat down on a farm in the middle of nowhere Sweden and finally understood something I'd been chasing for years. There was nothing more to learn. There was only the need to quiet my mind, go within — and everything came pouring forth with ease. I almost couldn't believe how simple it was. My journey as a psychic began long before I had a name for it. As a Reiki healer, I started noticing I could physically feel what was happening in my clients' bodies in my own. A headache. Lower...

Hi Reader, My business mentor fired me. She courted me for months. She convinced me that "we" were in this together. She proposed working together three times before I finally said yes. Then – we went all in. One month of working together before she told me, "This isn't the right fit." And kicked me out of her program. I'll admit, it stung. I felt angry and hurt – not just because I felt rejected, but because she never told me what wasn't working from her side, or what, exactly, didn't fit....

Hi Reader, I want to share something with you that's been sitting with me. A while back, I left a training feeling angry. Not frustrated. Not mildly disappointed. Genuinely, deeply angry. I had just sat through five hours of content where the instructor read, almost verbatim, from a screen. He was kind. He was patient. The people in the room were eager — you could feel how much they wanted to learn. And yet, by the end of the day, I walked out feeling like something had been stolen from me....

Hi Reader, I'm so excited to share my latest solo episode of Don't Step on the Bluebells. In Why Your Success Feels Empty, I'm getting really honest about one of the most common yet rarely spoken experiences among high achievers and entrepreneurs — that hollow feeling that creeps in even after you've hit all the goals you set for yourself. You worked hard. You built the thing. You hit the targets. And yet... something still feels off. If that sounds familiar, I want you to know — you are not...

Hi Reader, What does it take to unwind? To really, truly let yourself let go and relax? For me, it's quite difficult to just take a few days off and feel at ease. There are always more things to do, more thoughts to think, more dreams to plan for. So when it comes time to vacation, it can often take days — sometimes weeks — to fully come down from business as usual into a space of true rest and recovery. And very often, that rest and recovery arrives with a cold or stomach bug. My body's way...

Hi Reader, I have a confession to make: I spent years waiting for clarity before I felt ready to take my next step. Waiting for the lightning bolt moment. Waiting for someone to show up and tell me exactly what to do. And all that waiting? It kept me stuck exactly where I was. In the latest episode of Don't Step on the Bluebells - Stop Waiting for Clarity: 5 Powerful Tools to Build Your Next Level Now - I'm sharing the tools I actually use in my own life and business to start seeing and...

Hi Reader, How many times have you been asked what you want and genuinely can't answer? What kind of job do you want? What would you like to do this weekend? Where do you want to live? What's your biggest dream? These seem like innocuous questions on the surface. But if you aren't able to answer them, they can feel a whole lot like anxiety. And here's what I want you to know: it's not because you don't have dreams. It's not because you're broken or playing small or lacking vision. It's...