A letter from the eve of my birthday

Hi Reader, I'm writing to you on the eve of my birthday, feeling reflective — thinking back over the past year, the woman that I have become, the way that I've changed. One year ago I was in Bali celebrating my 40th birthday, about to embark on a beautiful psychic retreat with my husband and friends. And today I sit in London in the middle of a heat wave. And there's a different kind of contemplation going on in my mind. This year feels different. I normally know exactly what I want to do,...